Posts Tagged ‘Christmas’
Why I get sad at Christmas
Christmas just doesn’t feel quite right to me. It stirs up a lot. Lately. But it hasn’t always been that way. As a child, I can remember being so freaking excited about Christmas. I recall being at my grandparent’s house in Ingoldsby Ontario, unable to sleep on Christmas Eve. The anticipation felt magical. And warm,…
Read MoreStop Giving Me Crap for Christmas
Just when you think you know me
And I give you credit for being on the ball
Christmas rolls around, I open your gift
And I see, you don’t know me at all
The Holidays and How I Feel
Each time I mention my disdain for the holidays I get the same reaction. Sympathy. Like instead of hearing me say “Christmas is not something I actively celebrate”, everyone hears “my grandmother died”. I wonder why? Have I crushed the collective merry spirit by honouring my opinion? There is so much that feels “forced” at…
Read MoreSunday Scribblings #31 – Holiday Memories
I’m really having a hard time making people understand. Getting them to see why I feel as I do about the holidays. It’s not that I didn’t have everything I needed growing up, or that “Santa” didn’t bring me what I wanted. There were many Christmas traditions – baking and decorating cookies (and then stealing…
Read MoreThoughts on Christmas
“It’s the most wonderful time of the year”. Maybe for everyone else, but not for this conscious questioning chick. How do I feel about the holidays? I feel a sense of obligation chased by a sense of failure. There’s this urgency to comply that brings on rebellion and hopelessness. There is no other time of…
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