Anorexia

My “normal” body was clumsy and desperate and sick

In my 30s I developed anorexia. Back then I felt “normal” in my appearance. I say “normal” because that’s what euro-centric beauty standards tell us – that thin is the desired body type. But I’ll tell you, there was NOTHING “normal” about my life at that time. Knowing what I know now, I would NEVER…

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Why I journal

Now my journal is like a dear friend. It’s place without filters where I can expose my whole self without judgement. Each time I put my pen to the paper I learn more and more about who I am and what matters.

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Mess: the hospital anthology

“Jennifer Hicks invites us into her world as a healthcare professional who herself is struggling with other professionals as she asks for compassion and support while living with bipolar disorder”

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Seasonal Affective Disorder: How to Cope

I love sharing my story and offering ideas about taking control of one’s own mental health. So, on December 26 when I receive an email and a voice mail inviting me to be a guest on a radio show, I was overjoyed! My first time ever on the radio! I was being asked to discuss…

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I couldn’t stop: I was addicted to exercise.

Throughout the fall, I have been involved in a documentary project about addiction (I realize that sounds like the beginning of the TV program “Intervention”, but it’s true). In my late 20s/early 30s, I was addicted to exercise. In preparing to share my story, I came across this piece of writing which I now realize…

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Declaration of Self Esteem

Image via Wikipedia I came across this again today, and, well, it just needs to be shared! It really helped me back when I working with how to build my self esteem and self confidence as I was recovering from anorexia.  And to this day, it helps me keep tabs on what is really important:…

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Charlie Sheen reminds me of myself…

I don’t know what’s up with Charlie Sheen, but I do know that something just isn’t quite right. And I also know what it’s like to live inside a chaotic, invincible mind and feel like no one understands just how powerful you REALLY are, or gets that YOU ARE SPECIAL, different from everyone else. A…

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Overcoming Mental Illness & Anorexia

Thanks to my dear friend  Cindy Ashton  for having me on her  Monster-Kissing Secrets internet radio show. It’s because of dear souls like Cindy  that I can passionately tell my tale  while sharing insights about crawling out of seemingly bottomless pits. Best part of the whole story is the  part about how Nia was (and still…

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